mai life

i’m officially an auntie!! Yeah, well, granted, mas andrie dah ada anak dari taon kapan gituh.. cuma karena gak deket, jadinya that niece of mine never crossed my mind. Tapi kemaren, tgl 29 april, anaknya ka luki lahir!! it’s a baby girl, yang beratnya pas 3.5 kg (hmm.. ato pas 3kg yah??) en tingginya 4.9, bayi yang tinggi!

namanya luna lugina. Luna dari lucky en ratna. Yah.. masih jauh lebih mending lah daripada lusdiarthi (lusiaty en wahyudi), nama yang direncanakan bonyok gue untuk di-attach ke nama gue yang untungnya…. they still got some common sense untuk gak jadi melakukan hal tersebut.

Eniwei, jenguk dia hari minggu kemaren, tgl 30. Dan liat new-born gimana… gitu. She’s so small, and look terribly fragile..

Bilang ke mita klo, "ntar gue punya anak, nyonk, loe yang gendong yah. Ngeri gue gendongnya. Nti jatoh lagi… Ato kepelitek huhuhuhu…"

Dan tentunya, hal yang selalu terjadi klo gue deket anak kecil pun terjadi. Luna lagi tidur, dan gue elus pipinya. Semenit dua kemudian, dia nangis aja gituh!!! Nangis kecil sih, yang langsung mati karena dia tidur lagi. Cuman yah.. tetep ajah!! Mita langsung sikut gue. Kurang ajar, teh.

It just happen that she wants to whine, bukan berarti karena gue elus pipinya..

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btw, tgl 29 april kemaren juga ultahnya ilung. Dan tgl 30nya ultah leo. Texted them both DAN GAK DIBALES!! grr…. dua2nya paska bayar pula gggrrr….. ngajak ribut nih….

awas aja klo ntar gak pake nraktir juga… bener2 dibeliin sabun bening deh buat kadonya huehehehehe…..

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Dan tgl 30 dateng ke pesta kawinannya daisy - sie hendry. Gak nyangka, ternyata mereka hi-skul sweetheart gitu. Jadinya gampang sih hehehe.. klo mo poto2 gak perlu dibilang "temen smu penganten cowo", "temen smu penganten cewe", tapi bisa langsung "temen smu penganten"

Eniwei, makan meja dengan 8 hidangan! Mo mati!! Malem2 gitu makan mpe kenyang banget huehehehehe…

Dibuka dengan sup asparagus kepiting, dilanjutkan dengan bebek panggang, lalu lumpia, sapi lada hitam, udang mayonaise, sapo tahu, gurame asam manis, nasi goreng, dan ditutup dengan buah2an. Sluuurrrpp…. yum..

Sebelom makan, diputer videonya mereka berdua. Duuuhhh… mesra aje! Kaya video klip lagu gituh, pake acara naek2 karusel trus dadah2an huehehehehe…. kan jadi pengen nih!! huehehehe…

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Pulangnya, farah nginep di kos. Untungnya si nyonk baliknya senen, jadi ada tempat tidur kosong hehehe… Kita ngobrol2 mpe jem 11an, trus bete gak ada kerjaan, jadilah berdua mengenang masa2 kuliah dulu dengan.. jreng..jreng..jreng.. miskolin sejuta orang di phonebook!! hueheheehe…

Ditutup dengan tpon KP yang ultah tgl 1 ini. Tpon?? Oh.. tenang, tenang… kan pake tarif khusus simpati huehehehe… Jadilah betigaan ma farah, cekakak cekikik ngisengin KP dari mulai foto ‘bugil’ dia di prensternya ampe yang entah serius ato gak tapi minta dicariin TG. Aje gile!! Rusak moral loe, P, rusak!! huehehehe…

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Yang demo rame banget nih.. bole juga dilakonin klo masih bosen

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huh? hasil dari miskolinsejutaumat itu? 2 sms, 1 miskol, 1 tpon

Kayanya today gonna be a good reminisce day. Tadi di bus ketemu wie2! Duh.. anakku satu itu.. dah lama tak bersua, makin gagah ajah… (kebanggaan seorang ibu) trus dia cerita (karena gue tanya, tentunya lol) anak2 (seperti lenny, jasin, dan indra) yang laen kabarnya gimana.

Jem 10an, jasin tpon. Katanya dia ngimpiin gue semalem, trus pas liat henpon ada tpon dari gue. Jadinya dia anggep itu pertanda. Jadinya dia agak kecewa pas tau klo gue miskol iseng doangan hehehehe…. Kangen juga, kok, sin ayo, kita jalan2 lagi rame2 kaya dulu. Jangan lupa lah, kontek2 gue klo loe orang mo pada pegi. Jangan mentang2 gue sudah tua, jadi gak diajak lagi huehehehe….

Ngomong2 soal mimpi, sabtu kemaren juga ngimpiin one of my friends are getting married. Geez.. bener2 deh, taon ini taon kawin banget yak! lol

Eniwei, today’s a new day of a new month. Ayo, tutup buku!

bulan mei, bulan mellow nih hehehehe…..

I really, really, really like this song…!! Well, just listned to it yesterday, but i like it, indeed.

Plan: ngapain liriknya mpe bisa sing-along. Yeah! ayo kita nge-rap lagi!!

Most Beautiful Girl
Chorus (VE)
Could you be,

the most beautiful girl in the world,
It’s plain to see,

you’re the reason that God made a
girl,

Verse One ( Malique )
Shorty rock a 5′2" frame, black hair, coolly dyed
She half Malay and half Thai,

that means she fully fly

A soft spoken dime always turn chuckles to laughs
And knows exactly what I want like baby you ain’t gotta ask
And if you’re really what you eat,

then I am what she cooks

We share so many things in common, check the smile and look
Although I wished had more of your strenght and your patience
I still tear, thinkin’ of you bein’ a patient

But things are better now,

it’s time for me to spoil you

The only girl in my life that I was loyal to
Cause no matter where she is, she always there for me
Took her for granted, broke her heart but she still care for me
I’ma love you unconditionally, I promise

Play this song around the world so they know who my mom is
30th March ‘44 you blessed the world
Asmah Mohamed, my most beautiful girl,
I love you Mummy

Chorus

Bridge (VE)
I know this feelin’,

cant live without you no mama
No denyin’, I’ll be lost without you
I know this feelin’, many other girls come my way,
Mama know I love you,

mama how I love you

Verse two (Joe Flizzow)
First up need to tell you that I love you so much
And that’s somethin’ I don’t tell you enough
You my closest friend,

I cherish all the minutes and seconds we spend

From early memories of being pushed on a pram

And soon, walks to Tesco, yeah I remember
You’d shop for groceries while I’d be at the toy section
My eyes fixed on the action figurines
Still remember it being Three Pounds Ninety Nine P

I was 4, didn’t know money was tight
You scraped the barrel to get me a He-Man every time
And got my first Mic, told me to sing out loud
Till you came to my first show up in that dingy club
In the back with Ayah, behind the rowdy crowd
Always was supportive whatever it was about

And thank you for believing never casted a doubt
All I hope for now is to keep doing you proud
And while I sign autographs for kids of your friends,
Ma

You know, that I’m your number one fan
And there’s no way that I can pay you back
But the plan is to show you that I understand
You are appreciated…

Chorus

I love you mie, and miss you sooooo…. damn much it hurts sometimes.

Berita duka cita. Fauzan Erich’s big brother passed away yesterday. They’re in bogor now.

Got the message from patty this morning. I was walking to the buss stop and sensed kay’s vibration. I took her out from my bag, all the while thinking that it might be another lecturer (gita texted me earlier today), texted me to tell that they gonna be late/calling in sick.

found out that it was from patty. Opened it, and shocked. I mean, i knew him! I’ve met him once/twice. How could he be dead??

D-uh…. he’s human?

I know.. But it’s just that…. Well….. I…

I dont know, but it’s just that…

I got speechless after reading it. True, i’m all alone in the bus stop, there’s no one i could talk to, so of course i’m speechless.

I kept on thinking, over and over again: how could he be dead??

And I instantly want to see erich and hug him. Afterall, he’s my ’son’. He told me quite a lot about what’s happening in his life (love life, for this matter) and in return, i yelled at him often like any mother should their son lol.

And since i’m such a ‘toucher’, I always want to touch people I’m close to/care for. Especially when they are in need. When they’re in trouble. When they’re sad….

I still havent called nor texted him. I dont know what to say. All i want to do is hug him…

be strong, ‘rich. Mourn, wept, be devastated. But remember that life still go on. Life on…

*and maybe if i repeat it often enough, i might believe it one day or another*

hampir se-jakarta banyak yang berubah

tiap hari ada yang ganti

dari mobil, kerja, sampai pacar

tapi tetap satu radio

hard rock fm

satu dekade kita bersama

pagi, siang, sore, dan malam

dekat dengan hardrockers semua

di DeKaDe hard rock fm

cape deh kalo selalu sendiri

ngga ada yang menemani

segala suasana hati selama

sepuluh tahun di hard rock fm

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ah! happy birthday my radio!! Cant imagine that i’ve been listening you for NINE years!! wow.. i was only what? 14years? 15years?

thank you for accompanying me, entertaining me, ‘educating’ me, … all these years. Hope to be able to hear you for the next 9years and beyond. Proud to say that i’m a hardrockers

much love,

me

Liat Queen’s nightnya AI 5 kemaren sabtu di RCTI. And shocked aja gituh, waktu eliott bilang klo he never heard of the song (somebody to love) until last week. D’uh! Queen itu bukannya band gede yah, di US sono?? Bukannya lagu2nya wara-wiri dimana-mana di US sono?? Dan bukannya somebody to love itu termasuk lagu terkenalnya queen yah?? Soalnya, klo dibanding ma inuendo yang gue gak tau sama sekali, gue lebih tau somebody to love.

Eniwei, eliott rocks! and hearing him singing, with me sing along of course, makes me ache for one. Suddenly, it’s more than just sing along, it’s me, wanting to have someone i could love.

And that was the second shock: ho~~… dah "musim kawin" lagi ajah?!?!

Hm… so, who should i targeted this ’season’? Yah, start with eliott yamin aja deh huehehehehehe….

Tapi denger lagu itu lagi jadi inget masa2 sma nan indah, dimana gue niat pengen bikin cerita dimana satu bab direps oleh satu lagu. Kisah cinta gitu deh… Dari mulai ‘kepengen punya pacar’, ‘ketemu!’, trus ‘putus’ de el el. Trus inget banget klo bab satu-nya tuh lagunya adalah somebody to love itu. Hhmmm… endingnya gimana yah, tuh cerita?? huehehehe.. as always, baru ampe taraf pengumpulan lagu2, abis tuh udah, titik.

kebiasaan!!!

Sedih juga sih, keinget klo kaset Queen thebest-nya hilang whua!! *sobs* gara2 gue pinjemin buat anak2 yang jaga malem pas lagi ultah MY

klo gak kan lumayan, denger lagu2 mereka lagi, reminiscing….

happy long weekend, guys!! GIle yah, setelah long weekend kemaren, masuk kerja cuma 3 hari, abis tuh long weeken lagi…..

alamat bakalan jadi amat sangat males kerja nih, minggu depan, soalnya nunggu dari senen ke jumat serasa lama banget hehehe…

weekend plan: ketik HP #3, nonton scrubs season 2, senang2, makan enak tapi TIDAK tambah gemuk huehehehe… suatu kemustahilan yah, intinya, menghayati kehidupan seekor babi deh, like i always do tiap kali balik rumah

so, what’s your weekend plan?

Well, whatever it is, hope you’ll have so much fun!!! But dont get too tipsy if you want to functioning well on monday lol

I’m bored

I’m boring…

I’m sick

I’m sickening…

Lunch might have lifted some

of the dark clouds hanging behind

Oh, but just let me wallow

In this self-pity valley

For a moment longer…

Yeah, another cheesy, so-called poem of mine *sigh*

Anyway, when I woke up this morning, I really, really regret why do I felt better?! I lain, tummy ache, last night. With body heat that’s enough to warm you in a cold night. Feeling terrible cos all I can do was lay on my back. And, though I know how spoiled I might sound, craving for some TLC in which of course, with the "honeymoon’s" over and all, I didn’t get any *sigh*.

But when I woke up this morning, it seems like none of the symptoms last night ever occurred!

Sometimes I kinda regret having a good immune system. Becos, really, if there were symptoms, they usually rub off after a good meal and or a good sleep, or even just a walk under the sun (yeah, like a rechargeable sun-batteries)!

The only thing when all that didn’t help was when I got appendix and went straight to the O.R.

Damn! I got nausea, a dash of vertigo, runny nose and sneezes all morning, giddy, …

But I cannot just ask for a permission to leave early, calling sick. I’m still okay!

I can still walk. I can still talk. Nothing really hurting in my body. Not even thelumps! Honestly. Moreover, these kind of symptoms usually gone as time goes by. Even though I really want it not to go away this time.

I know it’s bad to hope that you’re sick when you’re fine (not completely, yes, but, fine enough) becos health is one thing you should be grateful of.

Oh, well, all I need is a lot of sleep. That might help.

Hopefully….

Belakangan gue ngerasa gue anak baek2 banget yak…

Waktu itu denger ceritanya rose waktu dia masih smp. Yang mana, lecturer kita satu itu, yang strict en ketat abis klo ngajar di kelas, yang bisa dianggap masuk kategori nerd pas kuliah, ternyata brandalan banget waktu smp. Jadi, dia udah bener2 tau trik2nya nyontek.

Gitu juga ma ferdy. Dia juga katanya waktu masih sekolah sering nyontek, mpe dah expert. Cuma karena takut di deport aja, jadinya pas kuliah dia gak berani nyontek lagi.

Nah, pas denger cerita rose soal jaman dia smp itu, gue jadi ngerasa…. I am such a good student!

Gue gak pernah nyontek klo ujian, jarang banget kasi contekan juga (lebih karena factor kepala gue juga gak ngangkat dari kertas, jadi gak sadar klo ada yang kasi2 kode ke gue), bolos ampir gak pernah… duh…..

Gue bolos sekolah cuma sekali, pas smp, bareng ma ‘nda en duh…sapa sih satu lagi?? Yah, pokonya betiga lah. Itu juga gak jauh2 amat, cuman ke kebon raya doangan. Sambil deg-deg-an juga, secara bogor tuh kecil (maksud ‘kecil’ disini dalam lingkup bogor kota yah!!!), takut banget gue ketauan ma orang, trus pada bilangin ke ngkong gue, omaigot!!!

Nyontek pertama kali pas ulangan sejarah waktu sd klas 4/5 (lupa gue) itu jg abis beres langsung dagdigdug takut ketauan en nilainya dikurangin. Mo tau nyonteknya gimana? Bukunya ada di meja, gue buka pas lagi rame2 pada ngumpulin kertas ulangan, cuma liat sekilas doangan dan duh.. ngrasa bersalah banget!

Nyontek lagi pas sma klas 2, sekali2nya dapet contekan dari jono soal fisika topik: bola langit. Dituker ma contekan bhs inggris. Dapet bagus sih…. Jono gituh, yang kasi contekan. Dan dikejar pas ulum, belajarin bola langit. Gampang juga ternyata, gak susah2 amat.. Bener2 berjaya pas kelas 3. Duduk semeja ma buluk brarti dapet cumi dari sebelah dah. En buluk bilang trik nyontek gue benar2 harus diperbaikin karena gue tidur aja gitu di meja. Cuma bangun klo ada kertas lewat, isi jawaban, trus goleran lagi. U-huh, really terrible, huh. Eniwei, cuma berlaku buat plajaran matematika doang kok. Yang hasilnya adalah dapet 2 aja gitu, ebtanasnya!!! Yang klo diitung2 brarti dari 40 soal, gue cuma bener 8! Ck.. ck.. ck… 3 taon hi-skul cuma bisa jawab 8 soal doangan…

Eh! Pernah juga ding pas kelas 2, ulum, karena lagi maen bareng denny akew, jadi DAPET BOCORAN!! Gile dah itu mah… Taunya karena si akew minta putri bantuin buat isi yang bhs inggris. Dan karena waktu itu gue lagi jalan ma putri (uhm.. tapi kapan sih pas klas dua gue gak kemana2 bareng putri hehehehehe), jadi tau juga deh

Dan yeah, berlanjut ke soal2 laennya yang si akew dapet. Tapi ini bisa dikategorikan beda dong?? Soalnya gue bener2 gak brani bawa contekan gitu.. jadi semuanya pasti gue isi seinget aja.

Bener2 ngrasa deg2an, kringet dingin, takut banget deh pokonya!!!! Duh…..

Dan pas kuliah gak pernah nyontek sama sekali.

Di luar itu, gue juga gak ngrokok dan gak pernah kepengen, gue gak pernah nyoba drugs dan gak pernah niat, gak suka alkohol dan kayanya gak bakal pernah suka, ….

Serasa lempeng banget yah, idup gue ;p

I must have been a good someone on my past life…

Blakangan ini gue juga tiba2 kangen debat.

Huehehehehe… bentar, sebelom mandang gue dengan pandangan-tak-percaya itu, yang gue kangenin tuh sebenernya bukan debatnya. Bukan pula ngadjunya *yeah! Helaan lega kalian kedenger banget deh!!!! lol* Tapi suasana di debaters’ hall. Trutama waktu joved telkom. Bener2 deh, berasa that’s the peak of my debating life. Soalnya kayanya deket banget ma orang2. Orang2 di sini tentunya adalah tim binus ye… Couldn’t care less about other debaters, and I know that the feeling’s mutual.

Anak2 tim A; simon, indra, winston; Tim B: joyce, erich, faustina; observer: yoe; adju n-1: wie2 en sarel; invited adju: gue en tene

Big happy family gitu yah hehehehe….

Banyak kenangan2 indah yang salah satunya adalah kamar mandi masal yang aernya suka mati!! Huahahahaha… pas lagi keramas aer mati, ohgod!!! Whuahahahaha…. Setelah ketemu ma yang laen, langsung saling membandingkan catatan: asrama cowo mati juga gak? Pas mati, loe lagi apa? Huehehehe…

Masa2 maen kartu cepe pas nunggu di debs’ hall. Btw, kartunya dua deck lho!!! Bener2 gila maen kartu cepe ampe ke pas farewell party juga sempet2nya maen hehehehe… poto2 gila di lapangannya. Pose2 tolol joyc, tene, erich di depan piala (1. karena mereka gak rela misah ma tu piala. 2. simply karena mereka emang banci poto ajah huehehehhe)

Trus pelukan2 gue hehehehehe… suwer deh, itu pertama kalinya bagi2 pelukan yah… emang sih, gue sering aje pelok2 temen2 cewe gue, tapi this time, gak cuma yang cewe doang yang gue peluk, yang cowo juga. And I really feel close to them…. Yah, good thing sih, kebanyakan er… semuanya ding, kecuali tene, ‘anak2’ gue, jadi gak ngrasa slutty bagi2 pelok2 gitu hehehehe. Jadi udah kaya motherly hug gituh, en dinamain sebagai “pelukan keberuntungan”!!!! Huehehehehehehe… ge-er gak puguh nih gue soalnya mereka seringnya menang sih, sejak gue peluk2 itu, jadi bole dong ge-er2 mah hehehehehe….

Juga pas kita ‘nyumput’ bareng dari amukan tene di lab komputer, seandainya dia tau klo kita kalah huehehehehe… lucu banget tuh!!! Ampe ngompakin LO segala supaya jgn angkat tpon dari tene trus posting di circle99 (waktu masih happening) bahwa kita lagi nyumput dari tene. Pas akhinya ketemu tene lagi, kita tadinya udah mo ambil langkah seribu, tapi liat mukanya jadi gak jadi deh… He look sad and kinda about to cry gitu deh…. Jadi kita malah ngumpul rame2, udah kaya mo grouphug aja… Eh, ato memang iya yah??

Riwayat ketombe yang merajalela, yang kata LO disebabkan oleh aer di wilayah situ. He eh, sih, aernya bau metal banget!!!!! Ewww…

Susah makan karena nasinya keras aje!! Sampe2 bahagia banget gitu pas nemu soto ayam di kantinnya huehehehehe….. dengan gue berkali2 nanya, "ini ayam kampung ato ayam negri" karena waktu itu gerakan no-chicken gue udah dimulai

Baru tau klo faustina jago kerokin orang… Joyce dikerokin kroyokan ama faustin di kiri en yoe di kanan dan abis itu dia kapok karena sakitnya gak tertahankan huehehehehe.. Trus indra juga ternyata masuk angin, jadi beres JCM kita paksa dia buka baju di depan ruang, biar bisa di kerokin hehehehe.. dah kaya mo perkosa anak orang ajah

Lalu tentunya!! Sekali2nya gue ngerti apa yang bakalan didebatin huahahahahahaha… sinting gak seeehh!!!!! Soalnya tiap malem kan musti banget tuh, ikutan bahas matter, case build govt-opp, duh… berasa pinter bener….

So much fun! Walopun seminggu di bandung tapi gak kemana2 selaen asrama en venue doangan ;p dan gak bisa jalan2 juga, nyampe naek mobil kampus, pas pulang udah bertengger mobil kampus hehehehe.. bener2 deh, idup seminggu di telkom ;p

Dan kegiatan yang belakangan ini sering gue lakukan adalah ngulet aja gitu di korsi kantor gue. Buang badan sebanyak2nya ke belakang bari angkat tangan tinggi2 trus dilempar ke belakang sampe jangankan puser, bekas cakar macannya juga kliatan uh.. enak! Yah, semoga aja itu senderan korsi masih bisa nahan berat badan gue huehehehehe…..

Oh, well, happy long weekend yah, people!!! Have fun!! Dan klo udah mulai bete waktu inget hari selasa musti masuk lagi, inget ajah: JUMAT LIBUR LAGI LHO!!!! hehehehe

huehehehe.. beberapa hari minggu kemaren, banyak orang yang pikir gue lagi kenapa2 karena liat status gue yang sedih. FYI, itu lirik lagu, temans! Kebetulan gue lagi suka ama lagu itu. Dan klo statusnya ganti ke situ, brarti lagi diputer ma hrfm, en gue lagi mo sing-a-long hehehehe

btw, this is the complete lyric:

[Jin]
I’m so sick
It happened so quick
looking at old flicks
Trying to figure out where we went wrong
The radio turns on
had some song waiting to hear
both of our favorite parts
each word is eating at my heart
alot of you aint gotta a boo
trying to move on
Ne-yo tell em what’s the first thing they gotta do

[Ne-Yo]
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I’m alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can’t come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cus you walked out the door
But it’s the only way I hear your voice
Anymore

(It’s ridiculous)
It’s been months for some reason I just
(Can’t get over us)
And I’m stronger than this
(Enough is enough)
No more walking ’round with ma head down
I’m so over being blue
Crying over you

(Chorus)
And I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears [Jin] I’m so sick
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs
So sad and slow [Jin] I’m so sick
So why can’t I turn off the radio?

[Jin] Verse 2

[Ne-yo]
Gotta fix that calender I had
That’s marked July 15th
Cuz since there’s no more you
There’s no more anniversery [Jin] Ain’t no more
I’m so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memories
And now every song reminds me
Of what used to be

(Chorus)
That’s the reason
I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears [Jin] I’m so sick
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs
So sad and slow [Jin] I’m so sick
So why can’t I turn off the radio?

O-o-h[Jin] lets go [Ne-yo]leave me alone
[Jin]
Tird of dealing with the frustration
[Ne-yo]
Leave me alone (Stupid love song)
[Jin]
same song even when i change the station
[Ne-yo]
Hey,
Don’t make me think about her smile
[Jin]
She’s crafty
[Ne-yo]
Or having my first child
[Jin]
your boy Jin
[Ne-yo]
Then lettin go
Turning of the radio
[Jin]
Time to let go if your with me turn off the radio

(Chorus x3)
Cuz I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears [Jin] I’m so sick
So done with wishing
She were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs
So sad and slow [Jin] I’m so sick
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
(So why can’t I turn off the radio?)
Why can’t I turn off the radio?

Ini tentunya versi lirik yang remix ma Jin