mai life

** this post is dedicated for the rest of us: pipi en nopi. Miss you guys!!! Hope by reading this, you’ll feel as if you were there with us… **

sial, sebenernya gue pengen posting sebelom tgl 30 berlalu nih, tapi, ternyata sekarang dah jem12.30 aja hehehehe.. ‘ll try to make this short karena ntar musti bangun sebelom jem6 *hiks* walopun.. yah.. dengan kemampuan gue ngalor ngidul gak ngerti deh jadinya gimana huehehehehe….

Pokonya, pokonya, pokonya, hari ini senang!!!! *note: ‘hari ini’ means tgl30 yah…..!!!*

janjian jem10 di my tercinta, tujuan awal selaen berkumpul tentunya juga untuk makan mie ayam my yang legendaris itu huehehehe….. yang kita semua udah curiga klo enaknya itu karena pake tambahan bumbu ‘nostalgila’

DAN! karena kemarennya tidur jem … err… jem1 jem 2 yah, kemaren?? yah, pokonya dah malem sih, karena si banci bulbod satu ini, terus.. aja isi bulbod hihihi…. jadinya jem 10 kurang15 baru bangun!!! Itu juga karena babe sms huehehehe…

apa isi smsnya? Tentunya, si ratu ngaret kita satu itu bilang: mai, gue baru jalan nih. Nyokap gue baru balik dari pasar, gak ada yang jaga toko. blablabla (sori babe, sms loe udah gue apus, kepenuhan inbox gue huhuhuhu)

Anjrit! JEM BRAPA NIH!!!!! langsung bangun. Turun tangga sambil sms nunun: nun, gue baru bangun nih, baru mo mandi. Tadi babe sms katanya dia juga baru jalan, musti jagain tokonya dulu.

Bego juga sih gue, tenang2 aja. Karena jem8 gue kebangun, tapi karena well… masih lama bukan dari jem8 ke jem 10? Jadinya tidur lagi deh… *blush*

Kluar kamar mandi udah jem10.15, naek lagi ke atas, ganti baju. Mana blum siapin tas lagi, gue bawa tas cuma satu doang. Jadi langsung aja lempar barang2 gak penting ke atas ranjang semisal batre en chargernya, body butter, dvd scrubs, hasil owl offline kemaren, dan tetek bengek laennya. Turun dah jem10.25. Buru2 kluar rumah. Buru2 masuk lagi, lupa blom ambil tisu kotak (ambil dari lemarinya nathan tentunya hehehehehe)

Kluar udah jem 10.30 ajah. Sambil nungguin 06, bingung mo lewat mana yang paling deket. Secara klo ngikutin 06 muter sih bisa2 besok baru nyampe. Mo ganti 09/01 di depan gramed males jalannya. Jadi mutusin naek bemo sambil harap2 libur gini dia beroprasi.

Baca sms balesan nunun: Gak heran gue, ratu telat macam loe bedua mah. Gue lagi di kantor pos nih. Pokonya ntar yang paling telat, traktir yah… whuahahaah… sial loe

Pas 06nya masuk terminal, ian tpon. Mampus.

ian: loe dimana, mai?

gue: di 06, yan. Bemo lewat gak sih, libur gini? (yeah.. gue buru2 nambahin, sengaja, buat sway dia gak marah)

ian: gak lah!! gimana sih? Klo janjian telat mulu gini mah gue males lah janjian ma loe orang lagi. Baru ada gue ama ocha disini. Gue balik aja lah, mai

gue: anjrit!!! mampusloe, mampusloe, mampusloe Tadi nunun bilang dia udah di kantor batu kok, ian

ian: gue balik aja deh…

*** trek **** diputus

MAMPUS!!

Panik gue, ngebayangin dia bener2 balik. Karena gue tau klo dia udah ngambek en decide to do just that, yah.. bakal dia lakuin. Oloh!! salah gue sih emang gak sms dia, kasi tau klo gue bakal telat. Malah sms nunun, karena gue pikir nun udah dateng juga.

Nyampe my (oh, ternyata bemo beroprasi kok. Tapi gue jadinya naek 11) bujut! Sepi ajah gitu!!! berasa di kota2 amerikana gituh, yang pas terik, matahari bersinar, debu berterbangan…. ya well, ngerti lah yah bahkan fransiskus yang biasanya suka ada yang dateng pun kayanya kosong. Kayanya pada memutuskan mo nyepi di rumah ni, semua orang.

Gile, mereka pada dimana???? Tpon nun, trus ternyata di sebrang ada yang lambai2. Ternyata mereka (as in ocha, ian, en nun. Jadi kayanya gue cuma dikerjain tadi ggrr.. kalian yah!!) mangkalnya di deket kristus. Trus nun langsung bilang: mai, si babe gak jadi dateng, brarti loe traktir kita yah.

Hah, serius loe? *tapi kok dia gak sms gue???* gak kok, becanda. Sial *langsung refleks nyuntrungin nun hehehehe*

Dan whua… ocha brubah!! Rambutnya dicet!!! Dan karena dia emang complexionnya putih gitu, jadinya bagus. Gak maksa. Trus hari ini bajunya lebih girly, gak tshirt besar kaya biasanya. Huehehehe… bagus gitu, mempertunjukkan assetnya yang otomatis bikin gue iri nuahahahahaha…. en omaigod!! dia juga pake heels!!! *gasp* dan ian juga beda. Dia yang biasanya manis abis, hari ini lancai banget (sori, yan, buat gue ‘lancai’ artinya ‘nyante’ hehehehe) pake rok 7/8 yang longgar en kaos en omaigod! no heels!!

Yah.. tuker2an kabar lah, biasa ternyata nun ma ocha lagi sms-an ma cowo yang sama. Uhm, ocha yang kenalin sih ke nun. Tuh cowo katanya naksir ocha, tapi ocha kan dah ada bengbeng, jadi ocha kenalin ke nun. Tuh cowo bilangnya ke ocha: aku gak bisa lupain kamu… kamu satu2nya…. Dan ke nun bilangnya: aku udah lupain bunga kok…

whua!! Bodoh!!! emangnya dia pikir mereka bedua gak bakal saling bandingin sms apa?? Secara temen akrab gituh!! duh… a word of advice yah, ke cowo2 yang niat busuk gitu. Tolong, lebih pinter dikit

Nun jadi inget soal walawala mantannya ian yang dengan bodohnya ngarang2 crita boong soal ian ke nun. Ye.. you think she’ll buy it?? morons…

Mikir punya mikir mo makan di mana, karena mood semuanya adalah makan mie ayam my, akhirnya ternyata ian katanya mo bakwan malang. Jadi kita semua sepakat ke kafe sebrang yang di ekalos. Sms babe yang masih juga blom nyampe. Jawabannya?

babe: emang di sebrang ekalos ada kafe??

whuahahahahahaha…..

Nun (yang sms babe, kasi tau kita mo ke ekalos) langsung, "Gimana nih jawabnya??". Hehehe.. ya udah, gue aja yang bales, nun

Di kafe sebrang lebih seru lagi. Crita2. Trutama karena babe gak lama kemudian nyampe dengan gaya kondangannya dia: ciyeh.. mbak, dari kondangan yah?? hehehehehe… soalnya bajunya paling meriah diantara kita2

Trus ternyata alesan dia gak tau ada kafe sebrang di ekalos adalah karena dia gak pernah ke ekalos!!! huahahahaha… gue langsung refleks bilang. "ameng geura ka kota, babe, jgn di cibinonk ajah!!!" :))

Crita2nya dilanjutin. Yang paling banyak cerita tuh babe. Karena yang laen juga blom tau. Klo ocha kan kita udah tau ceritanya ma bengbeng waktu trakhir ketemu kemaren. Nun masih single. Ian masih blom ada gebetan. Kecuali tentunya, cimeng, huehehehehe…. Yang mana babe sempet pecaya klo ian beneran lagi jalan ma cimeng hehehehe…. Dan bahwa nun ma buluk huehehehe… Dan sayah? Duh, sayah mah masih ginih2 aja dari dulu!! huehehe.. jadi gue en ocha kebanyakan diem, nanggepin yang cerita

ian punya gantungan baru di henponnya, babi gitu. Lucu banget bunyinya kaya klenengan sapi hehehehe…

jalan2 di ekalos, first stop: matahari. Pas mo masuk, ada spg yang deketin gue. Tanyain, tolong isi kuesioner soal ekalos. Ya suw, gue isi. Yang laen? Sukses melarikan diri, sial hehehe. Beres ngisi, gue dikasi suvenir postcardnya ekalos. Lalu melengganglah gue masuk. Liat ian, langsung nyamperin. Tiba2 ian langsung ngambil posisi tepat di depan gue, deket banget, trus bilang, "mai, seleting loe tebuka tuh!" "boong loe." "Bener…!!!" raba bawah, anjrit… whua!!! bisa2nya gue lupa seletingin celana!!! Refleks, poskart yang tadi dikasi langsung diarahkan hingga menutupi tempat azab itu terjadi.

Ian nanya, tentunya, ‘kok bisa sih, mai?’ Duh…, beats me, ian. Gue juga gak tau. Langsung nginget2, apa tadi pagi gue kaga selot. Cuman kok bisa2nya gue lupa nyelot seleting jeans gue whua!! *sobs*

Dan itu dari kapan yah??? Man, to imagine klo gue udah keluar dari rumah ieching, naek angkot, turun angkot, naek angkot laen, turun angkot lagi, nyebrang, duduk2, naek angkot lagi, masuk ekalos, turun eskalator, jalan, masuk kafe sebrang, keluar lagi, naek eskalator, naek eskalator, naek eskalator, turun eskalator, … phew! well… yah, pokonya nangkep lah yah.. I did all that dengan seleting yang lepas?! TIDAK!!!!

Eniwei, setelah sukses nyeletingin (setelah sebelomnya sempet bengong dulu "how could this happened to me?!?!?!"), ternyata ajakan babe buat nyalon waktu di kafe sebrang tuh beneran. Whuaduh… gak punya duit babe!! Akhirnya cuma dia ma ian aja yang nyalon. Tapi sebelomnya kita ke stroberi dulu. Liat2 gengge. Dah lama pengen beli lagi. Tapi pengennya yang ada klenengannya. Karena apalah artinya gengge tanpa klenengan hehehehe.. Tapi yang ada klenengannya jelek. Akhirnya beli juga yang gak ada klenengannya tapi modelnya simpel, and for me, the simpler the better Trus ian jadi tertarik juga hehehehe…. dan dia juga beli. Yang gue sih langsung gue pake huehehehe… norak ;p

Ian bilang dia beli gantungan babi itu di sini. Trus ternyata ocha ma nun juga lagi di tempat gantungan henpon gitu. Kita kesana, ian langsung narik satu, gantungan dolphin warna biru, "whua…. loe banget nih mai!! loe musti beli!!"

Gue kan dah beli gengge nih yang harganya 12rebu!!! Itu aja udah merupakan biaya tak terduga. Tapi terus aja gue pegang2 tuh gantungan, kaga gue balikin. Gue bilang ke ian, "tapi kan gue udah punya, ian… *menunjuk ke gantungan kuya gue yang merupakan suvenir-kawinan-ko-iwan-dan-gue-dapet-karena-gue-yang-jaga-meja-tamu huehehehe*"

Ian balesnya, "iya, tapi kan itu gak loe banget, mai…."

*sigh* bener juga sih…. Udah kuya, kuning/ijo gitu lagi.. Sedangkan ini udah dolphin, biru pula… Lalu ternyata tiga laennya juga beli. Mereka belinya yang babi juga. Tapi beda model en ukuran. Dan berturut2 masukin gantungan mereka ke tas belanjaan. Ian langsung buka tas belanjaan itu di depan gue sambil bilang, "udah mai, masukin." yang gue balas dengan, "I hate you, ian.." ian nyengir *gue masukin gantungan ke tas*

Abis tuh, mereka bedua ke salon, kita betiga ke matahari. Ada keranjang sale. Dan dengan semangat 45 kita (gue, ocha, nun) langsung ngubrak-ngabrik tuh kranjang huehehehe…. Yah abis, bayangin aja, udah diskon 50%, ditambah 20%!! gimana gak kalap we..ll.. emang sih kebanyakan aneh2, tapi nya yah… klo kita cukup giat, pasti ketemu yang bagus kan

En yes, i found one, 16rebu aja gituh…. Biasa aja sih, klo bukan karena ada gantungan lengkap dengan bulu ayam yang bikin brasa kaya indian wannabe gitu, tapi lagian kan gue emang lebih suka yang simpel2. Moto beli baju? Idup udah susah, gak perlu pake baju yang juga susah hehehehe….

Ian udah beres, babe udah beres. Kaki kita semua cape. Meluncur ke popeye’s. Pas mo mesen, empf, kesalahan besar milih popeye’s soalnya ada si walawala, mantannya ian whua!! langsung horor hehehehehe.. gue langsung aja bilang: gue cari duduk yah.. En milih di tempat yang jauh bener dari si walawala itu.

Pas yang laen udah pada duduk juga, kita langsung ngakak bareng2 huehehehehe…. padahal tadinya mo ngindarin doski, malah ketemu..

Lagi makan kita langsung ceng-in babe. Soalnya dia minta kita BIKININ DIA PRENSTER!! whuahahaha.. gue langsung bilang: bow! prenster udah gak jaman lageeh!!!!

nun tanya, "loe ada imel gak babe? klo udah ada mah gampang.." yang dijawab ma babe, "ada kok. Baru mo bikin"

whuahahhahahaha… rofl!!!! Trus gue tanya, "lah, imel loe yang dulu tuh pa kabs? yang babejuve, juvebabe?" Katanya udah gak ada lagi. En ternyata, korek punya korek, DULU PUN ITU DIBIKININ MA TEMENNYA!!! WHUA!!! babe!!!! =)) gila, sakit perut kita semua hehehhee *meanie friends mode on*

Dan babe kayanya sebel juga di-ceng-in gitu, soalnya waktu si walawala lewatin tempat kita, dipanggil aja gituh ama dia huahahahaha….

ian langsung mendesis, "makasi, sondang… loe temen yang baek…" huehehehehe

Abis itu, karena bingung mo ngapain lagi, jadi lah kita poto2 di mstudio. Ambil yang paket foto gitu, seorang jatohnya 14rb, lumayan lah…

Cuman karena gak biasa foto2 gitu, jadi gayanya agak kaku buat foto2 pertama. Ampe fotografernya ge bohwat kali ama kita, susah banget disuruh ngegaya. Dia nyuruh kita pake gaya narsis. Ye.. kita mah gak narsis. Kita realistis kok klo kita emang pada cantik2 huehehehe

Ada poto yang sendiri2 juga. Dan dari kita belima, yang paling bagus jadinya yang babe punya. Yang nun ama ocha juga bagus sih.. Yah.. pokonya gue en ian deh yang paling kaku hehehehe… gak biasa poto sendiri

Paling seru poto2 trakhir, dimana kita serasa lagi fotobox di booth foto jepang yang jadi 16lembarkecil2, tapi waktu antara pose satu ke laennya cepet aje.

Ide si fotografer itu sih… En hasilnya jadi bagus!!! hehehehe.. Trus baek juga tuh potografer, yang mustinya cuma 10 kali jepret jadinya 15 kali hehehhe

dan tugas gue sekarang adalah burn-in tuh cd ke 4 orang laennya whua!!! Jadi to do list buat senen yang nomer 1 adalah desek2 pak edo buat beresin install nero di kompie gue. nomer duanya adalah pastikan pasokan cd di kantor masih ada hehehehe

Abis itu pestanya bubar deh udah jem 5.30 juga. Ian balik duluan, karena nyokap en cicinya lagi di ekalos juga. Jadi gue kluar bareng ama 3 laennya. Babe mo beli asinan en roti venus karena dia dititipin ma temen2 kantornya buat beli (babe: ye.. emang gue ke bogor mo piknik apa, pake dititipin segala. Bogor gitu.. sejauh apa ama cibinong..)

Dan karena nun mo balik cepetan, jadinya dia gak temenin babe. Ocha yang nemenin en gue baliknya bareng nun deh.

Nyampe di wulung lagi dah jem 6an gitu. Begitu turun angkot, nyebrang, lewatin gapura dan bbbrrr… angin berhembus. Like welcoming me home. Hhhmmm… enak banget!!!

Benar2 penutup yang sempurna untuk hari yang sempurna bersama teman2 tersayangku. Love you guys! mwuah….

addition: untuk lebih menutup hari yang indah ini, gue dibuatin pindang cumi ma iepoh hehehe…. Begitu pulang langsung makan dan abis itu, mo mandi, ada orang. Jadi naek keatas, goleran sambil baca buku. Ternyata huehehe… ketiduran ajah gituh! Antara kecapean ato kurang tidur, gak jelas deh hehehee…

** duh… bete mo insert image gak bisa ggrrr…. btw, baju yang dipake ian tuh baju 16rb gue hehehehe **

oh geez!! dah brapa jem nih!!! udah dc mpe dua kali eeekkk… mampus dah huehehehe… it’s almost 2 now. I really have to go to sleep.

Besok (or let’s say in about 4more hours balik kos. Beresin nonton smallville sambil mandang kagum tom welling, ngakak mampus nonton scrubs, KETIK HP# 2!!!, siang ketemu joyce yang mo balikin komik, malem ketemu ilung yang mo minjem MG1, … whua!! wat  a busy day yah tomorrow

hehehehe.. bakal dilanjutin lagi untuk hari sabtunya. Marathon dvd sambil ngabisin galon aer seharian huehehehee…. Talk about being productive in life *grin* Dan yah.. klo beruntung bertemu orang yang katanya mo ke jakarta weekend ini

Tapi pastinya… one of the biggest reason i decide to be back to jakarta this weekend: ngetik!!!!

duh…. malu dong, malu!!! Dari kemaren blom beres2 satu bab pun!! aarrgghh!!

*sigh* klo bukunya gak ketinggalan males juga pastinya gue balik jkt lagi hehehehe…

addition lagi: *malu* sayah hanya dapat menyelesaikan ketikan satu bab sajah!! whua!! *sobs* pemalas sekali kamu, nak…

i’m in a fairly good mood this morning, which is good cos that would mean i wont be as cranky as yesterday, or the day before yesterday, or the day before that, or … geez, i get cranky too much this past week lol.

Kemaren pas mo tidur baru nyadar: OMAIGOD! besok rabu which means besoknya kamis which means besok hari trakhir kerja, secara kamis en jumat libur!!!!

langsung pengen boogie2 ria hehehehe.. tapi karena udah pewe di ranjang, jadi gak jadi huehehehehe… Tapi abis tuh baru inget lagi…

Shit! itu brarti gue besok musti beres2 barang buat nginep!!!!

Yang mana jadi agak males juga sih, karena baru selasa pagi kemaren gue dari bogor. Dan yah, tau gitu kan brarti gue gak usah bawa barang2 gue balik kemaren. Grr.. ngrepotin diri sendiri aja

Jadi kepikiran untuk gak balik. Apalagi kan sebenernya balik karena udah jangji ma the gurls to have fun. Dan karena blom ada kabarnya kemaren, jadi gue gak tau juga sih jadi apa gak. Sempet berdoa, udahlah, gak jadi aja, males nih… ehehehehe… Dan karena doa orang burek gak didengerin, jadi deh

Becanda lah, guys… Gue udah siapin barang kok, buat dibawa. Cumannya yah.. minimalis sih bawaannya hehehe… Miss you *smooch*

Jadinya, dalam rangka bawa barang yang penting2 aja dan menghemat bawaan, pake rok deh hari ini. Dan bukan rok sembarang rok, tapi rok yang karena gue makin ninggi, dia jadi makin pendek huehehehe.. ampe tadi ada student bilang gue seksi! Huahahaha.. padahal biasanya dia yang klo pake rok semini mungkin huehehehe….

Walo semua orang juga bilang bagus, en gue jadi seneng2 gimana…gitu, tapi DINGIN you know!!! lol

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eniwei, kemaren di bulbod yang dikirim ninno ada soal "sifat berdasar bulan kelahiran" dalam bahasa melayu!! Whuahahaha… gue baru sadarnya karena pas scroll kebawah (wajar, paling atas januari, jadi desember paling bawah dong…) gue liat "lho, kok ‘ogos’ sih??" trus liat lagi atasnya "Ne? kok ‘julai’"

Huahahaha.. baru nyadar ternyata itu bahasa melayu punya!! Soalnya gue sama sekali gak liat atasnya yang ada tulisan dibuat oleh sapa. Begitu liat ‘januari’ langsung gue scroll ke bawah, nyari ‘desember’. Padahal klo gue liat pasti tau karena namanya aja dah bergelar malaysia gituh… huehehehe….

Langsung gue ngakak2 baca yang gue punya karena ada beberapa yang kata2nya karena berbahasa melayu jadi aneh klo dalam bahasa indonesia, seperti katanya gue itu "seronok (ind: senang) bila didampingi" dan "suka bercampur (ind: suka sosialisasi) dengan orang" whuahahaha… how slutty can i be! rofl

Trus gue pindahin ke word, gue print, biar segenap kantor bisa baca huehehehe…. Jadilah kita ketawa2 histeris. Trutama waktu mereka liat klo gue (as in ‘december’), selaen dua poin diatas yang kita ngerti arti indonesianya, katanya ‘benci pada kongkongan’

WTF is kongkongan?? rofl

Terkesan kata2 yang jorok gak seeeh!!! huahahaha… ini sama aja kaya klo menurut ully, ‘tonggong’ itu terdengar jorok!! You know what ‘tonggong’ is?? That means ‘punggung’ in sundanese…. dan sepupu geblek, karena gue tau dia gak suka kata itu, gue suka make kata itu di depan dia huehehehe… apalagi waktu gue lagi bedrest abis operasiususbuntunajistralalatrilili itu. Gue pake kata itu trus huehehehe.. kan dia gak bisa marah juga ma orang sakit

Banyak kata2 aneh, kita memutuskan untuk tanya pak azahar, lecturer yang orang malaysia, the next we see him. Dan begitu denger suaranya di lecturer room (gue lagi di ruangan gue), langsung aja gue bawa kertas2nya dan menghampiri si sir. Dan karena hanhan en wina juga lagi di ruang lecturer, kita bertiga deh nanya:

"Sir, i wanna ask you something"

eniwei, kongkongan ternyata artinya adalah ‘overprotective’ or something like that.

Lucu juga sih bacanya, trutama karena kata2 ‘aneh’nya cuma sebel aja kenapa yang desember yang paling dikit *hmpf* cuma 17 points doang!! malah, kedua paling bawah adalah "suka berlawak" dan yang paling bawah adalah "pandai buat lawak"

Doengh! Maksudnya gue kaya srimulat gituh??? grr… en repetitive gak seeh, ampe diungkit di dua point gitu?? Berurutan lagi

yah.. tapi katanya gue orang yang ’sangat jujur, amanah, dan bertolak ansur" (baca: sangat jujur, baik, dan penuh toleransi; pak azahar)

huehehehe… Well, i always know that i’m a nice girl, tapi klo di display gitu buat semua orang liat yah.. agak malu juga sih.. :">

huahahahaha..najis, narsis pisan :))

eniwei, salam buat duo ‘kedegilan tak terkawal’ (baca: nuakal buagedz!; pak azahar) dari marketing en ga: hanhan en wina didnt realize that you’re that naughty…… *wink, wink*

gue gak suka orang yang suka crita2 ke orang laen mengenai hal2 yang semestinya cuma orang pertama aja yang berhak crita2.

Gak ngerti? So do I! Yah, after reading the phrase above sih gak ngerti hehehehe….

Tapi yah, ngrasa aja, kayanya suasana di kantor jadi brubah. And i only tell two peole. One sih, sebenernya. Yang satu lagi karena dia lagi lewat en ikutan nimbrung.

And i dont know if they spread the news or not, ato cuma gue aja yang sensi gak puguh, tapi nya yah, ngrasa aja klo suasananya jadi beda.

Mungkin karena orang2 disini kebanyakan crita2 if something happens in their life. And yes, i did the same. Tapi kan gue sortir critanya! As i’m sure they do too…

And i’m sorry if they didnt approve, but i have my own way of thinking. Gue gak biasa aja gitu, umbar2 cerita ke orang laen. Esp. soal hal2 yang gue rasa gak perlu diketahuin banyak orang karena yah.. ngapain juga mereka tahu, gitu.

And i expect other people to do the same… I really dont need your help in ’spreading the news’ whatever to everybody. If i asked you to, then go! But could you keep your mouth shut? Just becos i didnt ask you to keep it a secret doesnt mean you can just go around and tell everybody you met about it!

Waktu pipi crita ke gue soal x, i tell the others not. Baru bilang klo i know about it waktu babe tpon gue en told me about that. Waktu babe ngambek karena gue gak bilang2, i told her: well, for this matter, gue rasa gue gak berkepentingan buat crita2. Cuma pi doang yang bole. Abis tuh, babe diem sebentar dan bilang: "ya sih"

Well, mungkin dia merasa ‘dikhianatin’ karena kita emang udah deket banget, tapi yah.. kadang, beberapa hal must be left untold, unless yang berkepentingan cerita sendiri.

Yah, most importantly sih gue gak suka aja gitu, dikasihanin. But who like it anyway. Makanya gue milih2 orang klo crita. Karena gue gak suka being looked with full-of-sympathy eyes or if they didnt do that, they gonna stop chattering once i entered the room, or worse, talk about me on my back.

One of the two people from yesterday said that, "oh yeah, you look pale" when that someone learned about it. D’uh! It prolly becos i dress all black yesterday?? Prolly becos my complexion? Geez! Looking for a sign that confirmed i really am sick.

I hate that too. When people start to treat me as if i’m a dresden. I kinda found it insulting. Just becos i had them doesnt mean that i’m incapable of doing anything!!!

Well, maybe nothing happen. Maybe they havent spread the news to everybody. And since there are all assumptions, they might not react as i predict them to. But….. I got three mint-chocolate already today! d’uh! and a ’sympathy-call’

aarrgghh!Deep down, I know that telling them about it is a big mistake

i went to this place today. And i get chickened out (well, if there’s such a word. Oh, come.on, just keep up with me, you guys….)

I havent tell this to anybody, tho, maybe some aware of the fact, but i really think that i can handle pain. Well, to some point i might scream, but, i really think that that my pain-tolerance is pretty big. For a girl, that is (jaga2 aja klo ada cowo2 yang baca en gak terima :D)

Huh? Gak percaya? Loe boleh tanya ngkong gue!! Sejelek apapun kaki gue kepelitek (baca: separah apapun hasil keseleo; red) gue gak jerit2 klo diurut. Begitu juga klo abis jalan ke curug bareng anak2 yang laen, en end up dengan banyak hal masuk ke kaki more than it should, gue juga gak jerit2 waktu dikeluarin ma ngkong. Meringis, yes. Mengaduh, yes. Tapi suaranya kecil kok…

gak kaya si andy tuh yang konon ngejerit2 pas di-urut ngkong waktu kakinya keseleo hehehehe… piss aja, ‘ndi

But i really terrified today. I chickened out. I could even felt the tears start to brim in the back of my eyes. Silly, yes, i know. But when affronted by the unknown, …

And the people around were not helping at all. If anything, they only make me feel more and more frightened.  And at the height of it, i texted someone. Yeah, becos i wanted to hear that consolation words. Stupid of me, yes, to need such words when the situation is not even that urgent. I thought i could do better than that, but well, it turns out that i really weak inside. The fact that i’ve been exchanging text in the past few days with this someone and all the while with me being a spoiled girl. Thus, i turned for consolation to the someone. And, of course, i really feel like a spoiled–rich-brat-whocanthandleeventheslightestofpain right after sending the text.

What i really dislike, was when i, in the middle of calming myself, approached by this woman who might have thought that she could help me by saying worthless thing like "oh, it didnt hurt" bla bla bla… Yeah, whatever! I’m not in my best performance, but i still manage to show some manner. Well, I hope. She might remembered me as someone with no gratitude, whatever, i dont care.

And so, it happened. I got the needles in and out and omygod, it hurts!

When i started to gasp and all while they only knocking at my feet (try to relaxed it, i guess), my auntie said "silly, it’s not even started yet"

and i replied, "i know. It’s like watching horror movies."

And it really is. In horror movies, when you hear that music playing in the background, you prepared yourself for the ‘appearance’ not long after that. Just like this. I know they are knocking at my feet, rubbing some alcohol in it, .. thus, i know that the ‘appearance’ will happened, in a moment or two.

So, i shrieked. For both feet. But on the second, it was just for the fun of it. You know, like when you’re riding a jet coaster, it’s not fun when you dont scream. And my auntie said "geez, why should you scream, it didnot hurt at all!"

See where i get that pain-tolerance genes from?

And when i was out from the ‘crime-scene’ more people approached me, asking the same fucking question (uhm, sebenernya gak sih, cuma berasa pengen menyitir eminem aja heheheheehe) which is: nah, gak sakit kan???

Gak sakit nenekloebetato!!! Ga sakit myass! Grr…

Yes, it didnt hurt as much as i thought it would, but with people telling me that "nah, it didnt hurt at all" i feel betrayed….. The pain sting. And when i’m in pain, i either spoiledly-clinging (bermanja2 najis gitu maksudnya :D) or i get mad to everybody around. And of course, i did the later.

So i snap everybody. Yang untungnya karena keluarga sendiri, jadinya udah tau huehehehee… Bentuk kemanjaan juga sih, karena misuh2 gak jelas, yang hasilnya dapet banyak juntrungan di jidat dari si ie ching huehehehehe…..

Dan benar2 meragukan apakah aku akan mendapatkan kecepatan berjalanku lagi atau tak. Soalnya, ampe sekarang, yang belah kiri masih sakit hiks…

Sebenernya, waktu si ie ching bilang: penakut amat sih. Gue jawabnya: abis kan winda gak bisa jalan pelan2!!!!

i went to this place today. And i get chickened out (well, if there’s such a word. Oh, come.on, just keep up with me, you guys….)

I havent tell this to anybody, tho, maybe some aware of the fact, but i really think that i can handle pain. Well, to some point i might scream, but, i really think that that my pain-tolerance is pretty big. For a girl, that is (jaga2 aja klo ada cowo2 yang baca en gak terima :D)

Huh? Gak percaya? Loe boleh tanya ngkong gue!! Sejelek apapun kaki gue kepelitek (baca: separah apapun hasil keseleo; red) gue gak jerit2 klo diurut. Begitu juga klo abis jalan ke curug bareng anak2 yang laen, en end up dengan banyak hal masuk ke kaki more than it should, gue juga gak jerit2 waktu dikeluarin ma ngkong. Meringis, yes. Mengaduh, yes. Tapi suaranya kecil kok…

gak kaya si andy tuh yang konon ngejerit2 pas di-urut ngkong waktu kakinya keseleo hehehehe… piss aja, ‘ndi

But i really terrified today. I chickened out. I could even felt the tears start to brim in the back of my eyes. Silly, yes, i know. But when affronted by the unknown, …

And the people around were not helping at all. If anything, they only make me feel more and more frightened.  And at the height of it, i texted someone. Yeah, becos i wanted to hear that consolation words. Stupid of me, yes, to need such words when the situation is not even that urgent. I thought i could do better than that, but well, it turns out that i really weak inside. The fact that i’ve been exchanging text in the past few days with this someone and all the while with me playing as the weakling didnt help. Thus, i turned for consolation to the someone. And, of course, i feel like a spoiled-brat right after sending the text.

What i really dislike, was when i, in the middle of calming myself, approached by this woman who might have thought that she could help me by saying worthless thing like "oh, it didnt hurt" bla bla bla… Yeah, whatever! I’m not in my best performance, but i still manage to show some manner. Well, I hope. She might remembered me as someone with no gratitude, whatever, i dont care.

And so, it happened. I got the needles in and out and omygod, it hurts!

When i started to gasp and all, when they only knocking at my feet (try to relaxed it, prolly), my auntie said "silly, it’s not even started yet"

and i replied, "i know. It’s like watching horror movies."

And it really is. In horror movies, when you hear that music playing in the background, you prepared yourself for the ‘appearance’ not long after that. Just like this. I know they are knocking at my feet, rubbing some alcohol in it, .. thus, i know that the ‘appearance’ will happened, in a moment or two.

So, i shrieked. For both feet. But on the second, it was just for the fun of it. You know, like when you’re riding a jet coaster, it’s not fun when you dont scream. And my auntie said "geez, why should you scream, it didnot hurt at all!"

See where i get that pain-tolerance genes from?

And when i was out from the ‘crime-scene’ more people approached me, asking the same fucking question (uhm, sebenernya gak sih, cuma berasa pengen menyitir eminem aja heheheheehe) which is: nah, gak sakit kan???

Gak sakit nenekloebetato!!! Ga sakit myass! Grr…

Yes, it didnt hurt as much as i thought it would, but with people telling me that "nah, it didnt hurt at all" i feel betrayed….. The pain sting. And when i’m in pain, i either spoiledly-clinging (bermanja2 najis gitu maksudnya :D) or i get mad to everybody around. And of course, i did the later.

So i snap everybody. Yang untungnya karena keluarga sendiri, jadinya udah tau huehehehee… Bentuk kemanjaan juga sih, karena misuh2 gak jelas, yang hasilnya dapet banyak juntrungan di jidat dari si ie ching huehehehehe…..

Dan benar2 meragukan apakah aku akan mendapatkan kecepatan berjalanku lagi atau tak. Soalnya, ampe sekarang, yang belah kiri masih sakit hiks…

Sebenernya, waktu si ie ching bilang: penakut amat sih. Gue jawabnya: abis kan winda gak bisa jalan pelan2!!!

Wanna kill me or wat!

Movies review a la me

When I first had the PC on early december, the first thing I did was watching movie. The first movie ever watched in this first PC of mine was also the first (too many ‘first’ already, I know lol) pirated dvd I bought: corpse bride.

And after that, my sister and I rampage a local vcd/dvd rental almost every day!

1. Corpse Bride

I love tim burton!

Well, I love cartoon in the first place, lol. And even though I’ve only watched ‘nightmare before christmas’ once and when I was on my teen, so remembering my memory or the lack of it, I don’t really remember much of the movie, I’ve always like the movie.

Yeah, maybe I have a soft heart for grim movies, I don’t know, but I like the idea, the story, and the graphic of ‘nightmare before christmas’

Thus, I came to love ‘corpse bride’

It got a complete story: victorian kind of romance, ghost stories, treachery, crime, sweet-revenge, love, compassion, about letting go the people we love, hhh….  *sigh*, and of course, a perfect ending. True, the plot was kinda predictable, even for someone as dumb as I, but with all the elements in it, you won’t mind that much.

So, who say that cartoons are only for children?

2. A Cinderella Story

Hillary Duff. What else can you expect but a fairy-tale happy ending? Anyway, anybody realize just how cute chad michael murray is??

3. The prince and me

Now, this is some kind of story! I like the way that the ‘prince’ went after the ‘me’ and told her that he’s willing to wait for her, even until forever.

Because well, sometimes, most stories made the ‘me’ that have to sacrifice everything for the ‘prince’ and not vice versa.

When on the airplane scene, my sister unsatisfied, exclaimed “this couldn’t be the way the movie ends!!”

“Why the hell not?” I asked. Life is not all about happy ending. That girl has followed her heart to meet the prince, alright. But, reality calls. And to her to deny her calling, would be like denying her whole existence. The ‘she’ that made the ‘prince’ fall in love in the first place. You go, girl!

But of course, it’s a romantic movie. So, in the end, the prince went after the girl. Which is a good thing for him to do, and made him wins another good point from me. Besides the look, and the accent, and the sheepish smile, of course lol.

*sigh* anyway, I always like a man with an accent lol.

4. A lot like love

This is, by far, like the second movie I’ve encountered so far that has great soundtracks! ‘Great’ as in, I know almost all of them lol. The first being ‘the wedding singer’, one of my all time favorite movies.

And the story is also nice. Harry met Sally kind of thing. Except that ‘harry’ had had sex with ‘sally’ already when they first met. It took them 7 years to be together!! Wow… What a struggle. Too bad I never met someone as handsome as Ashton on the plane. D-uh… and how many times have you been in a plane?

5. 50 first dates

I finally able to see this movie!! Oh my god! Phew….

And I love it!!! Adam Sandler and Drew Barrymore was soo… good together!

And the ending…. *sigh* will I found someone who loves me that much? Someone who’s willing to make me fall in love with him all over again every.single.day, all the while knowing that I’ll forget him and everything he’d done the next day?

6. Bridget Jones’s Diary

Another movie that I finally able to see!!!

Which leaves another question come out: is there really someone as smart and rich and good looking and good and nice as mark darcy that in love with his girlfriend no matter how fat and silly and ‘behaviorly stupid’ she is?

7. Laws of Attraction

I want the castle too!!!!!

*sigh* hhh…. I guess I really had this liking to Ireland.

Nice movie, too. Julianne Moore as the ‘ice princess’ and Pierce Brosnan as the ‘playboy’. Just like paula abdul said, opposite attract.

The court scenes were funny. Too see how each and every one of them try to beat the other with one way or another. All’s fair in love and war.

8. Mr. and Mrs. Smith

Well, Okay… What I like was when John was kinda disbelief that Jane would really explode the place he’s at. And when, before, John stormed into Jane’s workplace. He was about to shot, and Jane just slide out the window. They calling names at each other. I think they never had as much fun as that day in their whole years of marriage. And kinda spark the flame that was with them when they first met.

My sister and I thought that John’s boss and Jane’s boss were also spouses who had their quarrel and used their also-married-to-each-other agents to get back to each other.

But since that is not the case, my question will be: What happen to them and their lives afterward? Aren’t they being after by bounty hunters from all around the country? Or has their agency reach a consensus? Or maybe they form their own agency?

Arrgh, I hate it when a movie left unanswered question(s) L

9. Shark Tale

Yiha!! Oscar the shark slayer to the rescue!!

Only in a cartoon we had a vegetarian shark who’s willing to paint himself and pretend to be a dolphin!

Good movie, good story, awesome soundtrack, excellent dubbers, amazing artists! They even got jolie’s extravagant lips lol.

10. Hitch

Ah, amor…

Nice story. Oh course man need to be helped in dealing with us, woman. We don’t understand ourselves! Lol.

Too bad I don’t really see the chemistry between the two leading role. Well *shrug* maybe becos I always had this urge to slap mendez’s face lol.

11. Ice princess

It’s a really to know that physics is that applicable. Makes you regret not studying it properly when you had it.

And this is the end of our four-days-movies-marathon. We don’t have enough money to pay the rental’s deposit and keeping ourselves alive. So, in order to keep our existence, we stop rampaging the rental. Gave quite a relief to the cashier, I believe lol.

I rarely use my middle name. Yeah, I had one. My closest friends usually call me by the short of the middle name, not its fullest. I usually use only my first name and my last name, which is also my father’s name. The effect desired is to make my name look more sophisticated and professional with only two, instead of three names.

And also becos I kinda find my middle name quite heavy.

You know the stories of people who’s always sick when they’re young, but when, after they change their names, they never sick again? Yeah, well, you know what I mean. The elders said that the problem lies in the first given name. The name is too heavy for the kid to carried.

I always like my middle name. And I used to use the illustration above to make my friends puke when they try to guessed the meaning of meaning of my middle name but failed, so I told them.

My middle name is maitri. It’s a Sankrit for ‘universal love’. And since I rarely sick when I was little, well, I guess the name suites me.

Ah….. here, I got plenty of plastic bag.

Yeah, people usually think that means I born on may the third. Which is d-uh… I’m not due till 7 months, 3 weeks, and a of couple days later.

So you see now why I found it hard to put my middle name? becos it’s burdensome! I never think that I got that much love. Universal love………

I still hate morons.

But lately, as in today, I think that I might have that much love.

Well, yeah, I still hate morons.

And geez, you know me so well! You guessed it right, it’s the beginning of ‘mating season’ for me! Aarrgghh *tearing hair apart*

And just when I started to have this relationship with someone. A friend. That, I’m afraid, with the influence of mating season, I might see him in a different light. And then I’ll start seeing things that aren’t there. Hoping things I shouldn’t. And end up with my heart break, ego bruised, pride wounded all over again. Hope my common sense comes out quicker to avoid any casualties. After all good friend is hard to find nowadays

Well, so much for universal love…

Gawd, I really hope I could start liking morons.

gile, ini pertama kalinya gue tau ada tiga temen gue yang mo interview in the same day!

pertama: farah, lewat YM beberapa hari yang lalu, cerita klo ada interview di roksi

kedua: ninno, yang kemaren tanya lewat sms naek apa klo mo ke sudirman dari gambir karena katanya ada interview di astragraphia. Huehehehe.. you’re asking the wrong person, dude

ketiga: lenny, anak ku sayang, yang ketemu di angkot pagi dan ternyata ada interview di jatiss

good luck for the three of you!!!!!

Klo keterima makan2 gaji pertama yah!!!
hehehehe… buntutnya kok jelek amat yah

Lucunya, gue tau tiga hal tersebut through 3different means hehehehehe….

dah ah, mo maen literati dulu ama wina

What is it with today?

i feel…. Empty. Null. Void. Zilch. Nada. … nah, mulai ngaco dictionnya eniwei, kayanya hampa aja gitu pagi ini.

The morning started okay and continued more than okay. Plis deh, gue dapet duduk di bus, pas disebelah kaca juga!! Yaayy!!!!! Jadi sepanjang jalan bisa ketiup angin en karena di sebelah kanan, jadi bisa liat aer mancur bunderan hi juga.. hehehe.. sumber kebahagiaan klo pagi

Sampe di kantor, rutinitas tiap pagi dijalankan. Then, I don’t know when, this emptiness attacked.

It’s like the feeling of missing someone…

But who??
Klo gini

kan

gak jelas. My feeling’s scattered….

DAMN!

Maybe this is just a Monday blues *shrug* I don’t know….

Maybe there’s something bad happening *shrug* I don’t know

Maybe this is just a PMS *shrug* well, most probably lol

Badan jadi agak merinding gini hehehehe… i suddenly long for someone to hug and soothe me, telling me that everything’s gonna be ok.

Apa gue terima aja yah, tawaran ttm-an ituh? huehehehehe…..

Gila ah.

Udah, lunch aja mending. Ato beresin meja biar pikiran ikut tersugesti untuk terbereskan (if there’s ever such a word lol) hhehehehe…

Apdet:

After lunch hour: OMG, there really is something wrong with me! I hardly had lunch today!! I don’t feel hungry at all!!

adek gue berkeyakinan bahwa:

"kak, kayanya mita bener deh masuk angin……"

lho… emang loe kenapa, nyong?

"karena perut mita sakit…"

whuahahahahhaa….

APA HUBUNGANNYA, NYONG!!! whuahahahahaha….