Archive for February, 2006

easy catch me

Monday, February 27th, 2006

i chatted with him today!!! via google talk, so i freely change my Y!M status lol.

lol, i’m such an easy catch. Never met him, but fallen already. *sigh* what else can i say, he’s such a sweettalker!!! lol

ingat, ingat!! anakdibawahumur, win, dibawahumur!!! hehehe.. temen loe tuh, ‘rich!!!!!

eniwei, chatting with him got my face plastered with smile the whole morning. And i still opened the conversation window so i could read it over and over again. lmao, i’m impossible!!

i know what you gonna say, hen (that is, if you’re still reading my blog lol). I’m afraid that i’ll go to him everytime, too… Not good. Should find someone that i could care and could kiss too, right?? *wink, wink* lol

februari bulan apa?

Tuesday, February 21st, 2006

hehehehe.. dua hari yang lalu al imel (kayanya sih atas respon comment gue di myspace die), katanya dia bikin ini buat gue Beautiful

eh.. kok kecil sih?? :(

Yah, pokonya langsung gue jadiin avatar di YM en uplot ke frenster, dijadiin primary photo hehehehe… *narsis mode on* Yang lucunya, klo di fs, versi kecilnya (yang kliatan di sebelah bulbod) yang kliatan tuh sisi yang cewe gold. Sedangkan klo di YM yang kliatan dari sisi cewe black.

Gak tau deh, al beneran bikin sendiri from scratch ato dia dapet dari gem2 entah, yang penting katanya itu buat gue hehehe…. itu aja lah yang penting :D

Jadi seneng aja dibikinin gambar segitu bagusnya, pake kata ‘beautiful’ lagi. Walopun yeah, he knows that i knows that everybody knows klo gue gak seseksi ituh!!!! whahahaha…..

lalu, lalu, besoknya, which is yesterday, somebody bilang gue seksi pas dateng oflen IHP kemaren whuahahahaha……

Mo tau gue pake baju apa yang dia bilang seksi? Kaos aja gitu ama jins! Untuk lebih tepatnya, kaos jomblo-pink-jomblobydemand en my-one-en-only-jeans-yang-udah-busuk-banget-sekarang huehehehe….

Gue langsung curiga dia salah klik nama orang di YM huehehehehee…. Walopun dia keukeuh sumekeuh klo dia gak salah orang hihihi.. Kecurigaan gue langsung beralih, dia pasti ada masalah ama matanya whuahahahaha….

Soalnya BO!!! Seumur2, selama 23 taon ampir 2bulan (hehehe… tetep gak mo ngaku tua) blom pernah ada yang bilang gue seksi!! lol

Trus pas baca ulang dari atas, window conversation kita, gue jadi ge-er aja gituh!! Halah… emang demen puja-puji sih gimana yah… hehehehe.. sekalinya dapet jadinya nagih whuahahaha….

Pasti terpengaruh ama aura cinta di oflen kemaren deh hehehehe

Jadi, bole dong, bertanya2, ada apa dengan bulan februari ini?? Aku sudah dapet dua komplimen nih :D mo lagi dong…. hehehehhee

14.02.’06

Monday, February 13th, 2006

hari ini melek, liat kay ada 2 sms valentine. Turun dari ranjang, nyalain lampu, nyalain radio. Mentang2 valentine, rupanya pagi ini gmhr lagu2 cinta semua. Dan yang intronya lagi diputer adalah jreng.. jreng.. jreng… 6,8,12 aja gituh!!! my hartbrek song!!

Ooh, ooh
Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you’re awake,
Are you calling out for me?

halah…. sing along automatically :(

Do you ever reminisce?
I can’t believe I’m acting like this
I know it’s crazy
How I still can feel your kiss…..

langsung samber handuk, mandi aja lah mendingan…

yah, happy valentine’s day epriwan…

note: lagu hari ini (karena hrfm bener2 aja gitu muter lagu2 romantis menye2!!):

….

And I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?

…..

lol.

indonesian movie marathon

Saturday, February 11th, 2006

sebelom ngelanjutin, tolong dicatat dulu klo ‘movie marathon’ yang dimaksud disini adalah 2 pelem sajah ;)

jadi begitulah, sebenernya hari ini niatnya sih mo liat ranjang ama mita. Makanya dia balik lagi ke kos (dan membawa makanan buat ngempanin kakaknya ini, ingat?) Eniwei, dua anak perawan geblek kita ternyata baru bangun jam 11an!! hohohohoho…. <– bangga.. ;)

trus setelah memuaskan napsu badaniah dengan makan nasi sepiring metung dengan sayur asin (hiks.. enak banget!! cuma kok dikit yah..??? masih pengen!) kami pun bersiap2 bermalas2an. Lho.. bukannya mo liat2 ranjang? Whua.. males banget bo! Bahkan males juga untuk pulang bogor hiks.. pengen di kos aja, leha2. Padahal rencana awal adalah balik bogor setelah liat2 ranjang. Kenapa niat banget balik bogor? Karena ada perayaan cap go meh and disuruh pulang :(

Lalu setelah banyak " ‘kak..mandi!’ ‘loe aja atuh dulu’ ", ngobrol sana-sini, trus tiba2 timbul ide untuk nonton maraton RCRR dan jomblo. RCRR karena emang dari baru keluar poster gue en mita dah jangjian mo nonton bareng. Dan jomblo karena gue mo banget nonton tuh pelem dan mita juga kepengen ternyata.

Jadi akhirnya terpaksalah gue mandi juga hehehehe…secara mo ke bogor naek bus, gelo ajah gue klo kaga mandi. Beres2 barang buat dibawa nginep, en

10.02.’06

Saturday, February 11th, 2006

Today’s prolly one of the most eventful day of my life! Lol

I started the day by waking up around 4, automatically. Immediately reached kay to know whether someone texted or called me. Yes, I admit. I did hoping that that particular someone would. Why 4ish? Becos that’s the time. Who? Oh, just someone that makes me feel like Mrs. Robinson lol. What?! It’s a public blog, for god sakes! I may be an open book, but I hide few pages *wink*

Eniwei, someone did texted me. And I was so excited! Turned out it was from ItaNgakunyaLilGreenGirl yang bilang klo dia mo kasi tau sesuatu dan kami kawan2nya gak bole marah yaitu bahwa spongebob pindah cenel. Halah!! Dah tau dari taon kemaren, Ta! Bareng ama Dora, pindah ke Global karena dia beli hak siarnya nickelodeon dan Lativi langsung majang Franklin. Lagian sih, niat banget ngisengin orang!! Aarrgghh!! Langsung bregh, tidur lagi ;)

Hey, it’s 4 o’clock in the morning!

And yes, it killed whatever hope I had. Silly ones, of course. Becos it’s just too impossible to happen lol. Blaming dewi for this whateversillyhope I had. You really shouldn’t said that thing, gurl. You make me thinking about it. Yeah, winda.ge-er strikes again *sigh* what should I do with you, honey…

Tidur lagi dan langsung ngimpi ANEH!!! I’m exchanging text happily with someone that I know I won’t be in the real life!! Geez..  that gives goose bumps, man! Thank god I know better. If dreams could really come true, I’ve had a boyfriend with the face of lee by now, lol

The last dream was pleasing tho. I was looking at a tv which played a video about groups of pink dolphin!!! Kyaa!!! They’re gorgeous!!! Never saw them in the real life. In fact, I know so little of them (yes, I adore dolphins, but I’m not an avid fan) like when they grow old, is the color darken or the other way around. So, I started to lean forward to get a closer look of them when “winda……..” avo calling my name to woke me up. Damn!! *pissed off* why should the dream chose to appear when it’s not holiday!! Aarrgghh!! Get back to reality in a harsh way. Today’s Friday, I still have to go to work. Thanks to the farewell yesterday, my conscience thought today’s Saturday already. Yeah, that, or I just plain lazy lol.

Hm.. the reason why I’m wearing my orca/whale pendant today is prolly becos of the dream..

Eniwei, went to work. And just like expected, nearly nobody’s there but RG. And I was there by 8.10! After weeks of exams hecticness (if ever there’s a word like that) I guess it’s just natural that people start to fall down. I also amazed with my self. I invigilated quite few exams until I turn blue (no kidding! I saw my toenails shifted color to blue in front of my eyes!), faxed almost 450frigging pages of exams paper to melb. with an amazingly slow fax machine and all the while bugged with phone calls, stayed until really, really late at night, …….. It’s a good thing that I’m as healthy as a bull lol.

So I planned to spent the day as laid back as I can. Checking Grammy Award winners. Checking my emails account, reading some (so very sorry dad, just not in the mood to continue the email I sent yesterday!) checking the maillilsts I join. Checking my friendster account. And as curiosity kills the cat, I searched for the kids’ friendster using the list that they filled in yesterday hohohoho….  penyalahgunaan kekuasaan ;) not all of them sih, just a few that I know of quite well.

Yani praised me a lot today! Yay! We met at the ladies’ before went off to have lunch together. She said that my butts’ got slightly smaller and I’m a bit thinner, and I look ‘anggun’ with my outfit today. I’m so happy I started to think that she might be very hungry she’s seeing things lol.

Leaving the skul at 3.30 yay! Tapi karena ada tronton/konteiner/whatever yang terjun bebas di jalan laying tomang-grogol, jadinya muacetnya ampun2an. Ampe binus dah jem 5an ajah. Tpon mita, asked her to join me borrowing another comics.

Di perjalanan pulang, kita ngeliat ada cowo. Trus setelah lewat, gue sikut2 dia (dengan bangga, karena biasanya jarang radar-cowok-cakep gue jalan hehehehe),

“liat gak nyonk yang tadi di deket tukang buah”

“udah dari tadi gue liatin”

“lumayan tuh” “cakep tuh”

“yah.. bole lah klo rambutnya gak dicet pirang gituh”

“gak ah, cakep”

“yeah, kaya bintang pelem taiwan” *start to imitating the giggle of a histeris fan*

And it happened! Sandal gue putus talinya! Well, granted, it has been hanging on a thread sih, tapi kan mustinya gak putus sekarang pas masih di jalan dan masih jauh pula dari kos (dilihat dari keadaan sandal putus)! Untung ada si mita!! Dari yang tadinya emang gandeng lengan dia jadi makin kenceng : )) takut banget gue klo musti nyeker huehehehehe……

Kita langsung bahas klo emang ngomongin orang itu gak baek yah… buktinya gue langsung aja gituh kesandung dan copot tali sandal. Trus mita ngingetin klo dulu juga kita pernah lagi “berniat buruk” sama orang laen di jalan dan sendalnya dia putus hehehehe….

Jadilah melanjutkan perjalanan dengan menyeret kaki sebelah. Mana doski mau ke maru2 dulu lagih, ambil cd yang dia minta burn kemaren. Ya suw lah, sekalian ajah mo liat ada Killer Queen kaga. Tapi taunya kaga. Bagus juga, lagi pas2an soalnya ;)

Sambil jalan, mita cerita2 klo avo emang beneran disuruh ikut ke bogor liat perayaan cap go meh. Katanya sih kata ie tio. Spontan gue bilang “alah, bego….” dan spontan gue ampir kesandung lagi whuahahahaha….. Emang sial udah, nasib, klo “niat buruk” ke orang ;)

Nyampe di kos, niat makan. Seperti yang udah direncanakan, mita bawa sayur dari mamade: oseng sayur asin a la mamade en cumi indel. Both one of my old time favorite.

Tapi ya oloh….  Dibawain cumi indel seperempat kilo ajah gituh!!! Trus mita yang gue tugasin beli nasi di warteg, kembali dengan nasi buat sekompi. Secara dia belinya di soto Jakarta yang emang klo ngasi nasi setengah tuh kaya satu dan nasi satu kaya ….  uhm…. yah, kaya buat sekompi! “Mampus loe” kata adikku dengan manis karena rupanya masih aja dengdem karena akhirnya dia yang kalah dari “pertarungan kata2” kami sehingga dialah yang harus keluar beli nasi.

Yah.. dah tau soto Jakarta klo kasi nasi suka segambreng, malah beneran di beliin satu porsi. Padahal tadinya gue pikir dia bakalan beli di mana.. gituh yang nasi satunya tuh kaya setengah. Apalagi kan karena gue pikir ini cumi indel gituh loh.. yang gue tiap kali makan selalu kaya orang kelaperan…

So, nasi buat sekompi dan cumi buat sekampung.

Hasilnya, HABIS! *plok.. plok.. plok*

Gak tau musti kagum and give myself a pat in the back becos I’m still as good as I was ato ambil piso, potong nadi. Bo! Apa kabar ama gue-udah-kegendutan-gak-bole-makan-banyak-banyak-lagi???

So I’m bigger than a fat pregnant pig. Duh.. bahkan kayanya lebih gendut daripada YM waktu kandungannya masih 3 bulan! to make matter worse, masih ada sayur asin buat makan besok pagi!! Seneng sih… dimasakin makanan paporit tapi… yah, untunglah kaga tiap ari hehehehe

Sambil makan, ngobrol2 ama mita about our family and death. Wah.. berat nih ;)

Yah, kita bedua sepakat, that if we had a very terrible illness, we rather had euthanasia rather than burdening the entire family and suffering oneself by undergone series of series of treatment. So the money should be collected for plane tickets to Holland. And we can get two good outcome: 1. able to visit Holland before the country drawn, and 2. have a good, clean, licensed and legal euthanasia there.

And what amazed me more is that we both are not afraid of death. Maybe becos it has been this close to us. Maybe becos we’ve seen our beloved died. Or maybe becos we simply grew up in the same family. Either way, if we’re to die, then die. But we don’t want to suffer that much. Thus, came the idea of euthanasia as been told in above paragraph.

Shoot. Winamp playing baby bash’s baby im back. Made me hoping he’ll really come back here and sing it to me. Lol. I’m so hopeless : )) having travis’ why does it always rain on me as the next song should help ;)

Oh well, since I’m sure that I dreamt of the pink dolphins becos lately I’m staring at my 365daysOfDolphins calendar, I’ll do just that tonite before dozing off, lol.

Wish me luck *wink*

tidbits

Thursday, February 9th, 2006

we held a farewell party yesterday for those who’s continuing their studies to uni.

it’s so hard to say goodbye…

Friday, February 3rd, 2006

they gonna leave!!

W-w-wait.. Who? the students.

And so? Well, i’m kinda sad becos i know those who’ll leave. Unlike the previous who I only know a little/none at all, with this one, i’ve went thru’ quite some trimesters.

I know their full names. I know who went out with whom.  I know who broke up with whom (well, eventually ;) I know who hang out with whom. I know who’s the smartest, who’s the less smart ;) etc.

Aw… i really gonna miss them… *sobs* :(

it’s sad, really, that we have to parted just when i’m about to know them. I dont like saying goodbyes. But… that’s the way this school ran. And yes, i dont think i can keep up with them (and the attendance!!) if they are here for the rest two years lol.

So see you again, guys. I certainly gonna miss you all. Try all your best whether you’re down there (aussie) or up there (malay). And remember! Gak ada lagi tuh akademis en pihak menejemen yang baek kaya kita2 disini!!! No more "plis ci…." Kangen, kangen deh loe orang ama kita! lol j/k. Stand with your own two foot, k.

All the best! *smooch*

hehehe gue udah ngomong panjang2 gini, penuh keharuan, kaya bakal baca aja itu anak2 moncol lol